~~ How Does It Feel ~~

How Does It Feel

How does it feel
knowing that I am
irreplacable to him

How does it feel
to be just a faceless,
emotionless stand-in
when i'm not around

How does it feel
to know you can
never replace
or how you will
never be me

how does it feel
knowing that you
will never come close
to pleasing him like i can

Thru Drama and thru words
you try to do damage,
but in the end, i'm always
going to be his number one

You'd think people would learn
I'm not going away
No matter how hard they push
No matter what they say

So how does it truly feel
knowing, you can never
replace or you will
never be me.

April 10/09/07